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Aphid Nest

by Lightness

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1.
Ribbon Bound 02:38
The sound of a cat's footfall and the breath that the fish would draw The spit offered from the birds and bear's sinews, still unruptured The beards of the women, the roots of a mountain Bind the wolf in the ribbon Hold me when the world ends Tell me where I go when I die Its jaw will stretch to the clouds and reach back down to the ground We will hear that wolf's cry while the snake poisons the sky We'll know it's the end of days and go to war anyway Give me every vein in your eye
2.
Never 03:04
One step I know I only have eight more left in me As venom spread across the stars you dug your fangs into my arms And though it broke so many jaws I'll stay a bride for this hammer's fall When I first pulled you from the waves Back there again, face to face Staring down the blood, the bile, and poison falling from your smile I knew once again and for all You'd kill me but I'd never crawl
3.
Did you ever think you would get away? Even when the sun swallowed up? It won't ever be day again And under the cover of night you could never hide, never Cause you're still in my sight shining just as bright as ever From this sparkling black shroud While I trace your tracks in the clouds Never once and for all I could only stall, for how long? Waiting impatiently to feel my spine buried in its jaw I know you're gone by now, I can hear them howl and it hurts Galloping in vain, my bleeding hooves will stain the dirt From this sparkling black shroud While you trace my tracks in the clouds Just get this over with My legs can't keep doing this
4.
Drinking up the morning dew It's just empty color beyond you Bright blue All beyond you It's just bright blue I recall but won't dare ask why Holy blood stained ground buried by Bright blue All beyond you Crawling from the flood Homes of bark and blood And skin so course and rough I hope we are enough for you
5.
Born within a passing thought of yours To the perfect sound of seven horns Not like before Won't be brave anymore Because angels sing like screeching animals "Don't be afraid" Like I have some control Not like before Won't tremble anymore Incinerated in kaleidoscopes Peel back the layers of unfulfilled hopes Singe away the skin that binds you to earth All cells divided for this Your death and your birth Heaven said this pain would help me heal But God's forgiveness broke with that first seal Not like before won't tremble anymore Incinerated in kaleidoscopes Peel back the layers of unfulfilled hopes Singe away the skin that binds you to earth All cells divided for this Your death and your birth Starry crown and newborn blood Try to fill our little lungs Drag us into the sky To your spinning thrones of burning eyes Incinerated in kaleidoscopes Peel back the layers of unfulfilled hopes Singe away the skin that binds you to earth All cells divided for this Your death and your birth
6.
Always been more empty space than matter Some fading background noise Drowned out by the clatter Hoped there'd be reward for listening Some gaudy sundrenched gates, forever glistening Until I stole these words and melodies from someone with whom God wished to speak With one thousand eyes or none you could see God's teeth eclipse the sun We were all just one healing limb And we'd cut off the cast with every hymn Tried all of my days to escape this Lord, all I've ever been was your witness Until I stole these words and melodies from someone with whom you wished to speak With one thousand eyes or none you could see God's teeth eclipse the sun
7.
We're just shadows cast From some brighter place With depth and form we have Just echoes of your grace Studied every page Trying to prepare For your agent's embrace No fingers crossed in prayer So your impossible designs shepherd my flock into the sky But oh lord you left me behind, how long until I can know why? Let the judge send us Wherever we deserve Your script was all I'd trust I only meant to serve The good lord said "Give in..." To "...eat your fill of flesh" Do as the cherubim Just as the good lord says So your impossible designs shepherd my flock into the sky But oh lord you left me behind, how long until I can know why? I'm a shell of a thousand ghosts My lord you're only one of those So your impossible designs shepherd my flock into the sky But oh lord you left me behind, how long until I can know why? Follow flies to hell And moths up to heaven Lord just treat them well Take care of all my friends
8.
Devil's horns bled black goat's eyes Writhing under a shattered sky One sight I hope God won't undo I don't believe in anything as beautiful as you Sitting atop your beast The name of blasphemy Drunk with the blood of saints With filth in your wake I'm ready for your attack I just want my own mind back I can't think of much else since I saw you that day You rose from the boiling seas below With the rest of the earth's beasts in tow If I could see your unholy glow I know I'd so happily follow Will you let me atop your beast? To spit out your blasphemy I'll drink up the blood of saints With filth in our wake So lord give me your attack But never my own mind back I don't even want one thought that isn't her name I'll march to that lake of flames I won't ever wish to be saved We can follow in her way Come and see the devil's parade With her atop her beast The name of blasphemy Drunk with the blood of saints Filth in her wake I'm ready for her attack But never my own mind back I don't even want one thought that isn't her name
9.
When the sun fell We knew too well Not to leave our homes That blinding flash I had to ask Are we sure this world is our own? When the sun fell Right through our cells As it crashed into a cloud We were hearing Engines screeching Rip the air inside out When the sun fell I heard you all yell You can't see how I've grown Hear echoes bounce Through empty towns Now that I'm all alone When the sun fell You shed your shells I still repeat your names Though you've dissolved With shapes in the walls You're with me when it rains When the sun fell I couldn't tell If our promise could come true That when this ends Don't you forget Meet me back here, won't you?
10.
We bowed our heads, skipped out the back While they weren't looking on Stifling laughter, we heard that old song Fade as we drove off and away We let it out, struggling uphill In those giant dresses laying there still, laughing at the rest When they would notice and what they would say Stained glass, lilacs, rings, and wine Burnt away in those white lights Now we wait for them to crawl out of those silhouettes burnt into the ground To see it all now Still in the debris, please don't leave my side I won't spiral out on you now We're all we've got left It's penance or just some cheap providence That we're still here by just distance and time Daydreaming of unlived lives Burnt away in those white lights I skipped every ceremony that I ever could They had warned us both but we knew we would That we could brave a little bad luck
11.
Orchestra 04:19
Our old age was never promised us Just freckles of light spilled from greater heights And bodies laid down on irradiated ground But you cradled my head on our old rotting bed Never promised but we're both now Fading long after the world burnt out With your hand in mine I saw your flickering light Shouting your name trying to fan the flames But something chased you down and finally snuffed you out So I'll breathe in what you left behind Let the soot coat over my insides Let those embers breathe and burn You went first so it's my turn In those embers I will join you then In the ash we won't be separate
12.
Buried in summer bugs, snow, and bird skeletons Left poison in the sky to remember us by Cause earth will outgrow us then To let the quiet the quiet in All cracked and concussed, free from our pestilence These ruins of rust towering into dust Giant please lay and rest For new life in your hollow chest To find all our fossils here Erase how we disappeared Cause we could not satisfy A few bloated parasites With this punctured, concussed host body drained of blood In these ruins of rust grind it all into dust Birds are omens you know Seasons die when they go An old rotting gasping haunt Still breathes through each marching bent cross When we're drowning in their flood Make them choke on our blood Bright red poison spilling from each of us In these oceans of rust spinning ground into dust

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Aphid Nest is an album about the end of the world.

A series of patterns and sounds intended to curse those who seek to transform the only world we could ever call home into something uninhabitable. A curse to every cog a fascist machinery.

Written and recorded by one person in a bedroom, a basement, and a barn over the course of four years.

All shouting and whispering. Joyous and hopeless. Celebratory and desperate.

It's done now

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released June 16, 2019

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